Category Archives: Our Future

Movie Theatre


Movie Theatures are a Rip off.Have any of you been to the movie theatre lately? OMG me and my partner took our daughter to see Hansel and Gretel 3D at the Harkins theatre by the Superstition Mall. We went on a Saturday around 1 in the afternoon. It still costed nearly $50.00 just for us to get in, then another $50 for 2 med. soda’s 1 med. pop corn and a salted pretzel.  Now I don’t know about you but I think this is a rip off. It’s no wonder the poor stay poor, it’s because everyone puts a higher price on everything so they can make even more money. Are there any people left in the world that believe in giving people a fair price just because it’s the humane thing to do? If there are I sure don’t know of any. Can you believe that they charge $5.00 for a medium fountain drink. Do you know that it only costs them cents for that fountain drink and a few more cents for the cap. So why are there prices so outrageous? And what really pisses me off is that they play commercials. If you say that the movie is going to start at 1:30 then I don’t expect to have to watch them promote all the other movies coming out. I could have rented a movie, got all movie snacks and drinks for under $10.00 and I could fast forward through all the shit I don’t want to watch.

I am a working mother who doesn’t’ receive help with child support and when I make a few extra dollars I want nothing more than to treat my children because they really don’t have much compared to other kids. Why does treating my children have to cost an arm and a leg? It doesn’t, the reason it does is because people live off of selfishness and greed now. No wonder our world is going to shit!

This is one of my daughters first posts!


Sandy Hook.

Today Cannot Be Forgotten


For the Children at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, ConnI am creating this page for all the tragedies that America has watched getting worse and worse as they go.

This is for the 20 children who were murdered, for the families of these children and for the 6 adults who were also murdered yesterday on 12/14/2012. Sandy Hook elementary School in Newtown CT.

My 10 year old daughter asks me yesterday if she could show me a video she found on youtube and I was floored when I watched. This is an amazing and worth the watch. Beware this video may choke you up.

Charlotte Bacon, 02/22/06, female                                        Daniel Barden, 09/25/05, male
Rachel Davino, 07/17/83, female                                            Olivia Engel, 07/18/06, female
Josephine Gay, 12/11/05, female                                           Ana M. Marquez-Greene, 04/04/06, female
Dylan Hockley, 03/08/06, male                                                Dawn Hochsprung, 06/28/65, female
Madeline F. Hsu, 07/10/06, female                                         Catherine V. Hubbard, 06/08/06, female
Chase Kowalski, 10/31/05, male                                            Jessee Lewis, 06/30/06, male
James Mattiloi, 03/22/06, male                                              Grace McDonnell, 12/04/05, female
Anne Marie Murphy, 07/25/60, female                                    Emilie Parker, 05/12/06, female
Jack Pinto, 05/06/06, male                                                     Noah Pozner, 11/20/06, male
Caroline Previdi, 09/07/06, female                                         Jessica Rekos, 05/10/06, female
Avielle Richman, 10/17/06, female                                         Lauren Rousseau, 06/82, female
Mary Sherlach, 02/11/56, female                                           Victoria Soto, 11/04/85, female
Benjamin Wheeler, 09/12/06, male                                        Allison N. Wyatt, 07/03/06, female

Oregon Mall Shooting on 12/12/2012

Cindy Ann Yuille
Steve M. Forsyth
And one wounded

Oikos University shooting in Oakland CA. on 4/2/2012 there were 7 killed and 3 injured.

Doris Chibuko, 40                                                                                         Sonam Choedon, 33
Grace Eunhea Kin, 23                                                                                  Judith O. Seymore, 53
Lydia H. Sim, 21                                                                                            Bhutia Tshering, 38
Katleen Ping, 24

For all the Innocent's lost
For all the victims and their families of 2012 massacres.

Century movie theatre in Aurora, CT on 7/20/2012.  There were 12 killed and 58 wounded.

Veronica Moser-Sullivan, 6
Jordon Cowden, 51
John Larimer, 27
Jessica Ghawi, 24
Micayla Medek, 23
Johnathon Blunk, 26
Rebecca Wingo, 32
Alexander Teves, 24
Alexander Boik, 19
Matt McQuinn, 27
Ashley Moser, 25

Chardon High School Shooting on Feb. 27th 2012

Russell King Jr
Demetrius Hewlin
Daniel Parmertor
And one other wounded

You may notice that I am not mentioning the shooters names, that is because they don’t deserve to continue to be remembered and I for one am not going to contribute to their remembrance. The only people mentioned on this place are the victims, not the monsters that caused the suffering and heart ache.

I will continue to update this page with the other violent crimes in 2012 that we have endured.

I need to get caught back up


Our World as we know itFor awhile it seemed that I couldn’t get enough of blogging. Now it seems hard to find anything to blog about. I stopped watching the news because every time I watched it just made me want to move my ass to the middle of no where, survive off the land and make my own civilization. It seems like everywhere you turn there is more destruction or no one is doing anything which is worse. I talked to my Mom the other day and she was freaking out about damn President Obama and Mitt Romney not agreeing. All my mom see’s is one of the worst depressions ever. I cannot think that we will either live or die during a major depression. I have to believe that there is more, I mean why would someone create all of this just to end it in death? No we have been here in spirit for allot longer than we have lived and I do believe we will continue to live and learn just as we have.

I have been reading allot of inspirational books lately to try and help me stay focused on me and my current surroundings so I can try and enjoy life again instead of wonder what is coming. Whatever it is, I think that after all is said and done, will eventually benefit us all. Keep your chins up. I’ll update my book reading on goodreads so you all can check them out if you’re interested. Well past my bedtime so thanks for reading me. Hopefully I will have more interesting topics to blog about next time.

We have a dream


We have a dream.

Obama’s re-election


Obama's Re-elected
Obama for President

Woo Hoo!!! Who want’s to celebrate with me. It’s about time the rich will have to pay more taxes than me. I know some people who are pissed off about his re-election but the only reason their mad is because there like most of the people today, they don’t give a shit about anyone but themselves. They don’t see or care that the rest of us have to bust our asses just to get by and were paying more taxes. I know a lady who makes over half a million a year and she is mad as hell, well guess what she only pay’s 20% taxes compared to a small business who pays 35% that’s just bullshit. All that is doing is keeping the rich rich and the poor poor. Hopefully we’ll get caught up alittle at least be able to pay our bills without having to give allot of our profit to the government. The rich have always had incentives and tax breaks so why not the small business owner or the people busting their asses in a minimum wage job.

However I do wish he would put some kind of timeline on people who receive food stamps or cash benefits because let’s face it Americans are lazy people and if not pushed they will continue to sit on their asses and collect all they can. Sorry but you cannot say that you have actually looked for work if you have been out of work for over a year, two tops because if you do then you’re a liar. Anyone who puts forth the effort can and will find a job. Obama needs to wean out the lazy asses by dropping them off benefits after a period of time. Americans are lazy as hell then we wonder why people want to hire mexicans, it’s because a mexican will do three to four times the work of a white person in the same time period so who can blame them. Maybe if Americans would get up and start getting off their asses and actually working hard for their pay we wouldn’t have the problems of immigrants taking jobs Americans should have. There’s my two cents worth. I know I offended or pissed some of you off with this post and if I did then you are rich or lazy so I don’t care.

You Should be Ashamed of Yourself


I read this and it just made sense so I had to share it.  Who know’s it may change the way you see things as it did me.

You Should be Ashamed of Yourself.

Parents who pawn their children off on other people


These innocent children never asked to be born and yet they will pay severely if their parents don’t want them.  They will only stay innocent as long as we keep them innocent, as parents we need to decide beyond a shadow of a doubt that we want this baby or just give it up now before we cannot fix the damage we have caused.

Why would anyone have children, keep them, pretend to care, then pawn them off on anyone possible?  I don’t get it, there is adoption and in some cases (no offence) but the children would be better of aborting.  I personally don’t believe in abortion but I have seen cases where the child would have been better off.  Personally I married the first time when I was 16, had my first baby at 18 and had 2 more with the same man.  I am now 36 and have been raising my 3 children with my wife for the past 6 years.  I had the kids too young and it has not been easy but my kids are my world and I will beg, borrow, and steal just to make sure they are taken care of.  Thank god things are getting better, I am determined to make sure my children are well educated and all ways feel loved and wanted no matter the cost.

If you are young with no education and cannot seem to hold a job then DON’T GET PREGNANT or DON”T GET HER PREGNANT.  If you are a whore then take the pill, wear condoms, get the shot, you do know that there are many, many ways to avoid pregnancy and most of you can get it for free from your local planned parenthood.  DON”T get pregnant to keep a guy or to feel loved or needed or any other stupid reason because if that’s the reason then you are just setting that baby up for failure.  And if you do get pregnant and don’t want the baby around much, you seem to drop the baby off every chance you get to go out then you are too immature to have the child and it is never too late to find a loving home.  I personally know people like this, sad to say they are in my family also.  I have known people all my life who have babies so their man won’t leave or just because it was an accident and god forbid you should admit that you just don’t want it and you don’t want people thinking your a bad person.  What makes you a bad person is knowing you don’t really want the baby yet keeping it so as not to look bad. if that is the case trust me people will see and know what an ass of a parent you are.  I don’t think anyone should be condemned or hated by deciding to give their baby up for adoption, it just goes to show that you know you are not ready and that in itself makes you a better person, admit it and give that baby to someone who is ready.

Alright here are two personal stories that hit close to home once again I hate to admit.  I have a niece who has two children and never seems to want to be around them.  She pawns them off at his Mom’s her Mom’s, Uncles who ever will take them so she can go out.  Well my niece left her daughter with the Dad’s parents and her son with her Mom.  Her little girl ended up being rushed to the hospital from Grandmas house with her shoulder pulled out of socket (mind you she is only one at the time) but of course it was an accident.  I’ll be damn if not maybe a week later she was rushed to the hospital again because the Grandmothers dog tore her face apart and yet another accident.  Till this day her little girl is three and she still leaves her daughter with that Grandma.  She leaves them with her Mom alot more often now but everytime my sister takes the kids to my nieces boyfriends the three and five year old scream, cry, say they don’t like him and try’s to hide so they don’t have to go.  Her five year old little boys real dad has fought tooth and nail just to get visitations and has succeeded in getting him every other weekend.  The kid loves his real dad as well as his real dads wife and the three brothers and sisters he has there.  But since my niece has some thing against the father she keeps him away as much as possible.  My sister has threatened her about taking her to court for the kids but I don;t think anything will ever be done about it.  I don’t get why she just won’t give the kids up they would be in much better homes with people who cared but my niece would rather keep them and let everyone else raise them.  Neither her nor her boyfriend wants them so why are they hanging on?

One more personal example is my nephew, he has 3 girls and another on the way they just found out.  Now this is a totally different story than the last.  These children aren’t really allowed outside or over to visit their grandmas much at all.  Their father cooks, cleans and feeds them but also yells a lot, as for the mother she has nothing to do with any of them yet continues to shoot them out like they were bubble gum.  She claims she was on the pill but you can only use that excuse once.  I am not sure why she continues to do this because she has no interest in her kids what so ever unless it’s in public of course.  He is the only one who has a  job as a paper boy and his Mom even has to drive him around on his paper route and pay for the gas to boot.  Now who has that many kids with no job and no intent on getting a job?  Seems to me like the state wasn’t giving them enough for the three girls so they had to poop more income.

This sickens me for one because it is my family and for two because all children are innocent and are pulled into this shit.  They don’t get to choose who their parents are nor do they get to choose how they are raised but I bet if children in situations like this could they would have never been born or they would have went to a loving family who actually wanted them.  There are so many sad stories like this and even worse stories like this.  Why the fuck can’t you just let the child be innocent and give them up for adoption to someone who isn’t going to yell and scream or pawn them off every chance they get?  Trust me if I could I would have those children taken in a heart beat but I have chosen to live a long way from most of my family and for good reason.  And yes it has been turned in but our lovely CPS can see nothing wrong.  How many more children are going to die or suffer before CPS pulls their head out of their asses and do their jobs while actually giving a shit?  Since CPS has not been doing enough one of these days they will have to prove themselves so they will go overboard and someone who is a good parent is going to lose their child just so CPS can prove a point “were doing our jobs.”  CPS has been pissing me off for awhile now it seems like the jobs are too stressful that they cannot handle it or they just don’t want to waste too much time investigating one kid.

What does our future hold?


How do you see our future with the way things are going today?  Do you think that the next generation is going to have the ability to make this a better country or do you think they will fail miserably?  With all this new technology and the new parenting style so to speak, frankly I am scared to death of what our future holds.  Technology is making everyone lazier than ever and the way people are raising their children now days isn’t helping either.

Technology is making everything so easy that children really don’t have to use their brains much, now they just google the answer.  It’s also making the children lazy and unsociable.  Between the laptops, i pads and gaming systems the kids now days are getting all their social skills either at school or online by strangers they don’t even know.  Kids now days will text you when they are upstairs because god forbid they should have to leave their game for a minute or two.  It seems like all kids now days want to do is kill people on line, or create and feed babies, or what ever other games they are into.  What is that teaching the children?  It’s teaching them that it’s OK if you never leave the house or even leave your chair because it’s all right at their fingertips.  They are not learning skills to help them solve real life problems nor is it teaching them to interact with real live people.  It’s teaching them that it’s OK to sit, be lazy and socialize with strangers online.  If parents were to take just an hour out of their day to sit and communicate with their children and actually listen to what the kids are saying, it would teach the children that parents do care and will take the time to understand.  Most parents will wash the dish’s or chase the dog around while their children are trying to talk to them and that just makes the kids feel as though the parents don’t care.  Take just a half an hour to give your undivided attention to your child without interrupting and after they are done talking discuss it with them.  If your child has a problem let them finish telling you about it then (unlike most parents) instead of giving them the answers, how about asking the child what they think they should do about it.  No matter if  you think your child is right or wrong let them try their own solutions and if that doesn’t work let them come to you and let them come up with another solution.  I’m not saying to not help your child out but just give them the opportunity to figure it out on their own, after all you aren’t always going to be there to give them the answers so in the long run you will be helping them to figure out problems themselves.  If things keep going the way they are going then you may as well say goodbye to a good future and hello to the new and improved dumb asses running our country.

I am not saying that all parents don’t care it’s just that if they do care they are usually too busy either working, cleaning, or maybe taking care of the baby.  It doesn’t matter how busy you are though, your children should be the most important thing in your life, after all we will be relying on them to care for us before too much longer and I don’t know about you but I’d rather take a little extra time to educate them or we will all suffer in the end.

Do you really want someone who hasn’t been taught any problem solving skills running our country?  I sure as hell don’t but if people don’t open their eyes and start to enjoy these beautiful innocent children while they are young and willing who will?  Don’t you as a parent want to pass down some of your morals and values to your children?  That won’t happen unless you teach your children good morals and values, or else they will just get their morals and values from the 60 year old pervert on the other side if the world playing games with them.