Category Archives: Family

Cancer in the family

Well my sister had surgery and went through radiation and is doing great.  My brother is ok for now.  I just heard the other day that my other sister from California has breast cancer, they are going to remove her breast but they aren’t sure that it is going to be enough.  She said that if they aren’t able to remove all of the cancer after taking her breast then she isn’t going to to continue treatment.  As for myself I just found out that I have quite a few nodules on my thyroid, so I am waiting on my labs and going to see a cancer specialist.  I will update as soon as I know more.

Well they said that they got 99+% out so not she has to go through radiation. As for my brother, he went through surgery again and they said that if they find anymore spots on his bladder they will have to remove his bladder completely. My brother and sister are way too young for this.

Going to the Dr. today to find out what kind of cancer my sister has. Wish her luck.

Right now I am going through some tough times. My brother was diagnosed with bladder cancer. He started chemo after the surgery then they had to stop chemo because they found 3 more spots. He had surgery again and now they say if they find anymore spots they are going to have to remove his bladder all together. My sister just had her thyroid removed because they found a tumor and the Dr. called two days ago, his exact words were “It’s killer cancer” my sister asks “what kind of cancer is it?” Dr. “well discuss that on the 18th” WTF is that? Drs suck, that is bull shit. Why would they worry you like that if they cannot even discuss it? Why couldn’t he  have just made an apt. rather than tell us something like that? Now it’s just worry, worry, worry until we can go talk to these bastards to see what the hell is going on.

Anyways that was a venting session. I flew out here to Reno to stay with my sister and take care of her, in a week I will be headed to Cali to help my brother then back out to Reno before I head back home. Wish my family luck through there hard times. Thanks for reading my venting session. Sorry my writing sucks but my head is too full to care about how I write right now. I’ll post updates on my brother and sister for anyone interested.


Parents beware of a childrens online game called Movie Star Planet!

I put the site link below. Parent’s if your children are playing on this game I would highly suggest that you log into your child’s account and read their messages, their archives, watch the movies they are watching and making in this kids game. I would bet you that most of these so called children are adult men and women who deserve to be gave to the public for disposal.

Victims of Bullying

My 10 year old daughter came home the other day and we were playing and chatting about her day at the mall when out of the blue she say’s “Mommy I want to make a blog because bullying is getting bad, there are allot of kids killing themselves over bullying.’ Oh my god at that moment I felt so proud that my 10 year old daughter even knew how bad bullying was let alone wanting to try and do something about it. She want’s to blog and start a group at school about bullying. At that moment I felt as though I have passed on to my morals and good heart to my children and I have taught them that they can make a difference no matter who you are. Below is two videos, one is a song that my daughter showed me on youtube about how bullying has made her a stronger person and how she had to set the bar higher for herself because of bullying and eventually she was stronger than the one’s who bullied her and now she is laughing at them. It is an inspiring song that I hope may help others who are bullied to believe in themselves and to work harder so in the end you are the one who comes out on top.

This next video is about children who were bullied to death and if you have a heart at all then you will cry but it is better to feel then to ignore.

Today Cannot Be Forgotten

For the Children at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, ConnI am creating this page for all the tragedies that America has watched getting worse and worse as they go.

This is for the 20 children who were murdered, for the families of these children and for the 6 adults who were also murdered yesterday on 12/14/2012. Sandy Hook elementary School in Newtown CT.

My 10 year old daughter asks me yesterday if she could show me a video she found on youtube and I was floored when I watched. This is an amazing and worth the watch. Beware this video may choke you up.

Charlotte Bacon, 02/22/06, female                                        Daniel Barden, 09/25/05, male
Rachel Davino, 07/17/83, female                                            Olivia Engel, 07/18/06, female
Josephine Gay, 12/11/05, female                                           Ana M. Marquez-Greene, 04/04/06, female
Dylan Hockley, 03/08/06, male                                                Dawn Hochsprung, 06/28/65, female
Madeline F. Hsu, 07/10/06, female                                         Catherine V. Hubbard, 06/08/06, female
Chase Kowalski, 10/31/05, male                                            Jessee Lewis, 06/30/06, male
James Mattiloi, 03/22/06, male                                              Grace McDonnell, 12/04/05, female
Anne Marie Murphy, 07/25/60, female                                    Emilie Parker, 05/12/06, female
Jack Pinto, 05/06/06, male                                                     Noah Pozner, 11/20/06, male
Caroline Previdi, 09/07/06, female                                         Jessica Rekos, 05/10/06, female
Avielle Richman, 10/17/06, female                                         Lauren Rousseau, 06/82, female
Mary Sherlach, 02/11/56, female                                           Victoria Soto, 11/04/85, female
Benjamin Wheeler, 09/12/06, male                                        Allison N. Wyatt, 07/03/06, female

Oregon Mall Shooting on 12/12/2012

Cindy Ann Yuille
Steve M. Forsyth
And one wounded

Oikos University shooting in Oakland CA. on 4/2/2012 there were 7 killed and 3 injured.

Doris Chibuko, 40                                                                                         Sonam Choedon, 33
Grace Eunhea Kin, 23                                                                                  Judith O. Seymore, 53
Lydia H. Sim, 21                                                                                            Bhutia Tshering, 38
Katleen Ping, 24

For all the Innocent's lost
For all the victims and their families of 2012 massacres.

Century movie theatre in Aurora, CT on 7/20/2012.  There were 12 killed and 58 wounded.

Veronica Moser-Sullivan, 6
Jordon Cowden, 51
John Larimer, 27
Jessica Ghawi, 24
Micayla Medek, 23
Johnathon Blunk, 26
Rebecca Wingo, 32
Alexander Teves, 24
Alexander Boik, 19
Matt McQuinn, 27
Ashley Moser, 25

Chardon High School Shooting on Feb. 27th 2012

Russell King Jr
Demetrius Hewlin
Daniel Parmertor
And one other wounded

You may notice that I am not mentioning the shooters names, that is because they don’t deserve to continue to be remembered and I for one am not going to contribute to their remembrance. The only people mentioned on this place are the victims, not the monsters that caused the suffering and heart ache.

I will continue to update this page with the other violent crimes in 2012 that we have endured.

Child abuse is rising due to the economy falling

child-deaths-per-day-line_9-30-2011Alright this just pisses me off, just because your life is harder right now doesn’t mean any children should have to suffer for it. Now mind you, it is my personal opinion that child abuse is rising because of economic hardship but I have kept my eye on the child abuse rise and I truly believe it’s because parents are so stressed out that they take it out on the one’s who can’t give it back. Just because your life is harder gives you no right to abuse your children for it. They are innocent until we as parents take their innocence or let others take it by not teaching our children any better. Yea times are hard for EVERYONE right now but that is no reason for treating your children like shit. All you dumb ass parents who are going home to yell, scream, or hit your children need to remember something, these children are going to be taking care of you when you cannot anymore and I hope like hell you get the same treatment as you gave to your children.

Everyone is stressed to the max now but you have to be the adult and when you notice that you are beginning to get pissed or if you are pissed then don’t go home for an extra 10 minuted and use that time to meditate and put yourselves in the kind of mood that children deserve. It doesn’t take all that long to calm yourself, that is if you try. I really wish Anonymous would find all these parents and post their addresses online hell after all if we let the people take care of these bastards then we wouldn’t have to pay for their stay in prison and we wouldn’t have to pay to feed them. Hell life would be allot better and cheaper if we the people took care of these idiots instead of the police.

Beware of Army, Navy, Marines, and Air Force Recruiters!

Stop lying to our children to get them to serve our country.
Stop lying to our children to get them to serve our country.

My 18 year old comes home the other day saying “I’m going to join the National Guard,” I talked to a recruiter and he said that I would get paid $200.00 a day. They also said that they would pay for all of his schooling and that he would only have to join for 3 years. Yea Right… My partner did some research and found out that you only get paid for one or two days a month and your pay isn’t all that. We also found out that unless you stay enlisted for 6 years they will NOT help pay for your college. Here my son was all excited thinking it would be worth it just to help support his family and never even suspecting that the recruiters lie through their teeth to get you enrolled because they have a quota they have to hit. Bull shit, why the hell is the Government letting their enrollment officers lie to children just to hit quota. Well there are two less 18 year old’s going into the National Guard.

I believe that you shouldn’t lie to children to get them to serve our country, I don’t even think that they are old enough to see what you see when you are called into action. We found out that 85% of newly enrolled people end up getting a dishonorable discharge because they cannot hack it. Well they are still children and shouldn’t have to hack it. They treat  and talk to you like shit in training because if you can be broke they want you to break before you go to war. Bull shit, how about just being bluntly honest because if they want to serve our country then that shouldn’t change their minds. Instead they lie to get you enrolled then they beat you down mentally and physically to try to break you. Well guess what, people should be given the ability to decide for themselves if they can take it or not and the recruiter are taking their right’s to decide for themselves by lying to everyone enrolling. Excuse my french but these dumb bastards would keep more of the people they recruit if they would BE HONEST. LOL the Government being honest what a concept. I doubt that I or my children will ever see that happen in our lifetimes.

And we are so proud to say that the people in our country have freedom, my ass, if we had as much freedom as the Government want’s us to believe then they wouldn’t have to lie every time they open their mouth’s.

This weekend was for play while the kids went away!

Children Be Gone!Boy oh boy, I never thought I would know how it feels to get rid of ALL 3 kids for the whole weekend. I dropped the 2 little one’s off at Grandma’s and I didn’t figure my 18 year old would even be home this weekend. So what a surprise when he and his friend came walking in the door today. LOL we practically begged him to go to his Grandma’s and let his Dad take him to work in the morning Whhhoooaaaa yyyeeeaaa it worked.Keep in mind that me and my wife have not had one whole day without kids letalone a hole weekend in years. So I have had the whole weekend to do what I want.

LOL unfortunately I spent it sitting on my butt right here and in between  bathroom brakes I managed to clean the upstairs bathroom and sweep the downstairs. Now I know that I have no life because I revolve myself around my children so much that I forget about what I need, such as friends, a life outside of this house. However I can fix that problem now because Grandma and their Dad moved back here to Arizona so I will be getting more practice at not having kids 24/7.

It’s been so long that I don’t even know if I can make friends anymore, but I use to have thousands of friends everywhere. It seem’s that when I revolved my life around your kids, I didn’t even notice that my friends were dwindling away until the night I finally get a break, that’s when I realized that my old friends are gone and if I want to try and make more I had better take better care of the friendship no matter how much time my family takes. I personally think that my anxiety and depression comes from no life outside of my home life. Well wish me luck and maybe next time I will actually leave the house and try to make friends.

Depression and Anxiety hitting you?

Well I am an anxiety freak, I cannot even walk into a busy store without over-hyperventilating. Depression also gets me down at times too. I wanted to share this with everyone just in case it can help someone the way it helped me. I recently started to meditate for 5 to 10 minutes in the morning and 5 to 10 minutes at night. So far it has made me feel refreshed and alive again. I actually shower daily and go out in public without too much of a struggle. After you finish your meditation you immediately feel the difference. If you have never tried it before try it now. It’s only 10 to 20 minutes out of your day so why not?

The most awesome dog ever!

I went on craigslist about 7 months ago and purchased two “so called toy chihuahua’s. After I had them a couple day’s I realized that Keyba the larger of the two had a lump by her genitals. I was thinking it’s not a big deal, probably just umbilical hernia. LOL yea right. She had inguinal hernia which means the surgery costs a lot more than if it had been umbilical. Anyways I ended up giving my favorite pup away because I wanted to make sure Keyba was taken care of. I have to tell you that I am sooooo grateful for giving up the other pup for Keyba. She is the ugliest dog ever but she has

You may think she is ugly but trust me she is well loved and in the eyes of her family she is beautiful.
You may think she is ugly but trust me she is well loved and in the eyes of her family she is beautiful.

worked her way into our lives so much so that she is just like one of my children. Never in my life had I ever thought a Chihuahua would break through my heart. Now not only do we have a great pet we also have a new family member. I would suffer just as much if I lost this pup as I would if I lost one of my children. I never knew an animal could affect meas much as she has but I am grateful for her.

You Should be Ashamed of Yourself

I read this and it just made sense so I had to share it.  Who know’s it may change the way you see things as it did me.

You Should be Ashamed of Yourself.